This sounds like something I really need. I struggle so hard to hear from the Lord and draw near to Him. It has been a long and painful journey. I don’t know if any of this makes sense but without going into a long story. I feel as though I have missed out on so much intimacy with the Lord because of all the struggles I have with what I stated earlier.
I am miserable, you know how the bible says my sheep know my voice. Well I really struggle to hear and know His voice and it makes me wonder if I really belong to Him or not. I have such a strong desire to know Him intimately but the harder I try to obtain that, it seems to be further away. I know we are to walk by faith and not sight but I am really struggling here. Do you have any advice to help or point me in the right direction?